I Told You !!!!!

So my dreams did mean something !!! Yes they did !!!!    One very important thing that i realize ... its like that feeling ... for example when you've burnt your hand before and then you almost touch something hot again .....

Why Dreams ??? Why ???

I had just convinced myself that I have moved on from certain things (and that I have ) ...  but guess what ... when I'm finally trying to get back up .... I have this weirdly perfect dream of something I would love so much but can so not be true......

Realizations ..... You're Amazing ...

If you've heard (rather read) any of my recent rants regarding how awful i feel ... then the last one was probably the last one ... i'm going to make a forced concious effort to stop behaving like that .. i'm not fine ... i agree .. i'm not going to...