Last Battle Lost

Failed. I'm officially a failure now. That's it. I don't feel any type of way. I'm too tired to feel anything . I'm too tired to want to tell people. I'm too tired. I feel like going to sleep and never waking up again .... atleast for a long time ......

I can .... can I ?

I feel a lot of types of ways ... not vulnerable ... I feel strong ... but it doesn't feel good ..I feel strong ... but its like ... I can't feel my feelings anymore .   I desperately need a new start .. Carrying a lot of excess baggage ... from...